Wonder. Its that look in Joseph's eyes as I teach him a new word. I can see him moving that word around his brain and then in his mouth. I can't wait for him to start talking!
I sit in awe sometimes and wonder how I got so lucky to live this life. I won the lottery just by having been born in this country. No war, safe weather, great economy, no fear for the safety of myself or my children on a daily basis. I am so blessed.
I am in awe to see how much the twins have grown up in just three weeks of preschool! They are more independant thinkers, they still need help with some things, but they can articulate their needs so much better. I am amazed by both of them every day.
I wonder how my sweet daughter will respond to me in ten years. Will she be angry that we adopted her? How will I react to that hurt? Will she ever know just how much she was wanted and loved? I wonder what I can do to make it better for her.
I wonder how long Nolan will stay healthy, will it be forever? What will happen when he's old enough to realize that he has a chronic auto immune disorder that might be life threatening? How will he cope with that? How will I help him?
I wonder what I have done to be so blessed?
M.
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