ballet dreams

ballet dreams

Monday, September 7, 2015

Day 32

I was 99.9kg this morning!!!
It was another low carb day. 
This one was hard.  Today I felt lonely and bored so I wanted to eat sugar. 
I was gentle with myself and had a few treats.  I didn't go overboard.  It's amazing how my feelings trigger my hunger.  

The kids start school tomorrow.   I am going to meet them to take some first day pictures.  I feel sad that they're not here tonight.  I'm getting nervous about court on October 1st.  I meet the lawyer tomorrow.  

Pretty productive day.  Slept in til noon.  Ran to michaels and walmart for white ink and groceries.  I collected ten articles to read at the library tomorrow.  

I can keep myself busy so that I don't have to look at my feelings.  I'd rather eat or shop.  But I can be sad or glad and be okay.  It'll all be okay Marie. 

The kids will be home in ten days. 

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