Its time to put me first. Its time to honor God by taking care of my body, mind and soul. I speak of forgiving everyone else and its super hard sometimes, but what about forgiving me? The sins of others does not allow me to continue punishing my mind and body. End of story. Who do I think I am anyhow? If God can forgive me, that what makes me so special that I am not worth forgiving myself for what I've endured and my own sins? Time to humble down and just listen and live God's word.
I don't need to eat candy, fat and sugar and drink regular soda whenever I am feeling tired or worthless or sad or lonely or sorry for myself. I don't have to punish my husband by making myself fatter. I need to pray, I need to forgive, and I need to communicate.
I did my mile this morning!! I did it once Delia was here. I drank water today and no regular soda. I made healthy eating choices and controlled portion sizes. I weighed 231 this am.
My first goal is 221 lbs.
I will take care of God's daughter's body, mine. I am worth it.
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